I've been trying to keep this blog to matters of geographic travel, but I will quickly insert that there have been more than a few times on the trip out here that my stomach hurt and I was feeling a bit like:
What the (fill in your favorite word) am I doing?
What a crazy life choice- Idaho?
If only I had stronger medication, perhaps I could wake up and this would all be a dream.
But today, having met more people that I will be working with and having bought myself a lamp for my room, I feel little bit closer to calm and to even enjoying this beautiful place. I drove Dad to the airport today. Although I'm sad to see him go, because we've had an amazing time traveling together, I'm happy to be here.
5 comments:
i love your honesty miller. and the photos are priceless. keep it coming!
when i lived in montana for 3 months, i was scared to death for about a day...i felt like Dorothy and i wanted to click my shoes. it was totally worth it! have a blast!
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see it's path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Bene Gesserit Litany against Fear-
from Dune by Frank Herbert
So I love your blog and seeing pictures and hearing about your trip--do we get to pictures of your co-workers? your room? the lodge? Maybe I am more nosey than the rest of you loved ones---yeah, I know I am. I miss you. BF
Picture #1 looked scary
Picture #2 looked scary-happy
Picture #3 looked contented
I like getting to know you better more and more, too.
Every day I get more sure.
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